#34

Mohon dileraikan simpulan akal, fikiran, hati dan lidah.


I have 15 minutes to write.


Yeah i believe sekarang most of the university's students tengah tak cukup ruang nak bernafas dek kerana dateline of submissions, presentations, programmes,meetings, discussions, dan sebagainya.

Actually itu aku.
Memang rasa tercungap, eye-bag dah berbag-bag ni. Tidur pun tak kira masa dah, circadian rhythm tok sah cerita, tuu memang berterabur.

Study. students.
Sampai sekarang tipu laa kalau cakap senang je. Ni baru degree, tak sambung yang higher level lagi. Dan manusia, aku tak leh lari dari cakap "ohh penatlaa.." "beratnyaa buku nii.." "weh, aku tak larat dah.." "korang, aku beku.." dan sampai tahap rasa nak menjerit menangis meraung sebab stress. hahah over pulak. Yes I said that, sebab masa tuu my bag mcm terlebih berat dgn lappy and books, notes, charger and foods and many more. #perempuan kann. Plus other emotion distractions.
Then one of my friend said, "sabar shida..pahala tuu. Niat tu yang penting.." and masa tuu rasa macam ohohh!! i forgot the most important thing. Sebab tuu rasa berat.

Well mana ada jihad yang mudah kan. Which actually bila tengok balik, ingat masa sekolah menengah and all this while before, rasa berat, but i can get through je. Why not now kan. It's going to be okay.just okay lady.chill. :) 

He bring me to this, and He will bring me through this.yes?
Untuk diri sendiri, jangan lupa every.single.things you do is just because of Him.
Dan kalau tak boleh nak hadam benda ni untuk certain things pun, try dulu. Fake it till you make it. Biiznillah, He will show you.

Untuk Yaya, thanks so much ingatkan aku. :)
Semalam presentation and submit poster yang malam tuu baru kalut buat sebab lupa kena submit before 1pm esoknya, hari ni presentation, esok submission dateline, lusa presentation.
 *dan kau sempat lagi tulis blog??* yeah why not. I have my own time for myself.
Okay exceed 4 minit.
Bye.